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Feeling kind of generally depressed - Journal of Omnifarious

Jul. 21st, 2008

08:38 pm - Feeling kind of generally depressed

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I've been feeling sort of generally depressed recently. There are a few aspects of my life that are pretty unpleasant right now, but I think this is a result mostly of me neglecting some things that were important to me in favor of things that were also important as well as new and shiny.

I think I spent a little too much time on my relationships with pleiade37 and K, and not quite enough time on some other things, like trying to get Ballard Computers (that will soon be a link to a real website) off the ground, working on a programming project or doing something else generally useful to me and others.

Today, I fixed that. I wrote up a flyer for Ballard Computers (with some nice editing help and suggestions from zanfur) and got my offer letter for Dell all finished and ready to be sent in. I feel much better already.

pleiade37 wants me to help her learn Unix, and I suppose I should set aside my upset over the abrupt end of a relationship I really valued and was hopeful about and help her. Especially since she's offered to pay me. :-)

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From:vorrant
Date:July 22nd, 2008 04:00 am (UTC)
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here is a picture of happier times to cheer you up.


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From:omnifarious
Date:July 22nd, 2008 04:06 am (UTC)

Thanks! :-)

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What was I doing there? Dancing?

I actually enjoyed CONvergence immensely this year. There are many factors in that, but one big one is that this is the first year in which I actually met a new lover at the convention. :-)



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From:vorrant
Date:July 22nd, 2008 04:12 am (UTC)

Re: Thanks! :-)

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Woot.

If you want to see more from this year I have a bunch up on flickr.

You should be able to click on the pic and find the rest.
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From:omnifarious
Date:July 22nd, 2008 08:51 am (UTC)

Re: Thanks! :-)

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It tells me I don't have permission.

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From:catarzyna
Date:July 22nd, 2008 11:17 am (UTC)
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For me saying I'm feeling depressed openly is usually a sign I am ready to move beyond it. I hope this is the case for you. *Hugs*
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From:omnifarious
Date:July 22nd, 2008 02:59 pm (UTC)
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Oh, I know that's the case. At least half the difficulty is realizing that it's depression.

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